No one is going to be home anymore

My mom has to start working tripal shifts with 2 jobs just to keep the buisness going with my dad who works all day every day as it is. So she will NEVER be home, my dad never talks to me even when he is home and so I'll sit here and draw, go to school and work.
Of course there's always Brian, but the again, he got another job as well. This is a night job though and he's always on call. So after I get off of school, I'll have about an hour with him... and thats how it'll be until summer...
I don't know how much more lonelyness I can take.
I dont have any friends, I brough that upon myself because that hypocritical emo drama hysteria crowd was getting old. I dont want to be back in that crowd so I only have Brian. No I'll see him even LESS.
I understand he needs the money and I'm not pissed he's working but I just hate how it all worked out. He needsa whole new car because his egine is blown and so he can't drive out to see me for a while anyhow. I love him so much but I dont know how this is going to work out. All I can say is I will wait here faithfully until whenever I have to just to be held in his arms again, even if for only a second

So speaking of work, it's my turn now... I must leave and go make pizzas at this shitty place I call work

I love Brian, even though he can't read this, I want the world to know that this is the man I will be with forever... my fiance!!!!!

<33 Haley Renae